This feeling realli suck˙

ok,the annoying part: cant get access to lokyiu's blog

still not finish with my artwork


skin in bad condition due to stayin overnight

i decided that im giving up this relationship with you.i'll still care about you,just that we got nth common to talk or discuss alr.


=(


i realli hate this feeling.




u noe the last time we watch movie?its kind of like a good bye to me.



good bye to every good thin we share

good bye to every little funny stuff we laugh abt

good bye to every events we went thru,no matter its good or bad.

....and all the rest u noe what im referring to.




cox u got ur life to go on and i got mine.

though my life is always circling arnd urs.and will only feel happy when u're arnd.

haha,i never told u im such a disgusting person rite?anw u noe it all the time.



so that day i saw u,i noe u have move on.


im not realli sad as in,in fact,im quite happy that u have new friends,new life.



new stuff to discuss wits classmates,new things that u can laugh abt.





at least u look happier than before.not the person who will talk to me about sum craps happening in cca that makes u angry/upset,but somebody that can laugh abt when talkin abt the rain.







i noe this day will come sooner or later but i think im jus not ready bah.

so i keep quiet that day while u ask mi y dint talk



i jus say im tired.






haha,sry i sumhow lie to u.

and sry im becuming emo



but jus wan2 let u noe that u're v special to me.

i noe u dn differentiate good friends and besties

but u noe,i do.



and u're in that besties category.ever since sec 2.when we first met.






haiz...


OK,I HATE BEIN EMO so get back to my pretended optimistic mode.




hope everything goes fine in ur jc.

schoolwork,tennis,all those tiring sports events.

all the running,all those projects...bla bla bla and lots of thins i dno.




Jia yo in mjc.with all my blessings.


cox i cant be there with you already.