In days like this I'll have a cup of coffee and jot down my memories.
Sometimes it's really a saying of the plans always can't catch up with the change. Okay that's a direct translation but I don't have so much of my lovely time to find out the exact sentence so just bare with it.
School works is piling in and I'm progressing slow. Sometimes you just have to think nothing but finish it.
Step in your high heels. I'm waiting. (http://simplepeacock.tumblr.com/page/5)
Attended the DU seminar talk and it was pretty awesome, first time I am almost completely following what the speaker's saying. Well, at least some 5% of me is out-thinking. ;)
So back home I feel kind of great that the talk provides some kind of a relaxation for me. Especially love this phrase the speaker gave
"It's not good enough to be the best out of the best, but be the only one to do what you do."
:) Enlightening yea?
Okay I shall finish up whatever I left with my school works and hopefully, tomorrow's another good day!:)
I'm so gonna forget about all the past and embrace my lovely family & friends, they are worth more of your time.
I thought of walking in the woods, when Autumn comes.
Today fly pass so quickly that when I noticed it, the sun's setting down.
See how time really 'flies'. I feel so like an old man, or rather, an old lady.
These few days of short break I've been catching up with my pillows and bed sheets rather than with my school works. What a thing to say, I think W will probably laugh at this if I'm going to tell her.
Was reading the secret life of bees and man, I should really set a goal that I'm gonna complete this book at the end of August or something. haha.
Nothing much to mention, except that I just bought the most expensive mineral water (supposingly) from fairprice and it taste not other than medicine.
What a drink.
Memory lingers on like it always do. Just that this time is only one person that's recollecting it.
LJ is a pretty cool place I have always wanted to try out besides blogger, seeing L did her post all in French, with lovely backgrounds and sweet photos.
Life's been good but busy, at least it's better to be that way, so that I do not need to feel troubled by things other than studies, most of the time.
Started picking up my pencils/pens and doodle again is a pretty nice feeling, it's only then I know how much I love drawings, really really love it.
When I feel happy, I used to doodle down my thoughts or start scribbling about some whimsical ideas
When I feel sad, I poured out all my thoughts and emotions and let them run wild on my papers. I feel better that way.
When I'm talking on the phone, I pick up a pen and started drawing some one-time doodle, you know the kind that you join all your drawings in one go. By the time I finished talking, the letter paper is filled with nonsensical and crazy ideas.
It's so much so in my life that I didn't notice it til we had our option exercise. Where I asked myself whether I really enjoyed any of the majors.
Obviously there was one clear answer in my mind which I chose to 'ignore'.
I thought I can lie to myself.
But I can't run away from it. Never can I run away.
So-- ..
You know the result:)
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Sometimes I feel I sense I experience so deeply that I thought it's real.
It's just when the beam of light pass through my window and then I know, it's just a dream.
Happiness lies in contentment. Probably the best phrase I ever heard.
Due to excessive workload and also too many on going plans so I shall post up my past few days activities now.
Thursday 2010/07/15
Day before submission of our lovely booklet. Met up with Y & I to buy papers and print at sunshine.
A random shot on my way to Bras Basah:)
In mac, secretly taken by Y :B
Hardworking. (last minute haha)
Model I (always ready for the camera)
Friday 2010/07/16
Submission day for the 2 modules. It's pretty okay so no photos required. Lunch with I, H, E and H (just a while), E went home with me ( actually is just taking the same bus to kill time) and felt really sorry for her as I was dozing off on the bus. :x
Saturday 2010/07/17
A day that I shall named it as "exploring-the-west-without-getting-lost-day" and so I went to Tiong Bahru (it is consider west to me I don't care) for seeing the sketch exhibition by Tia and rest:) I found the place by myself (oh thank goodness to my lovely instinct) and we had a lovely sketch at Tiong Bahru!:) Shall post up my sketch soon~:D
Non-related matter of the day, but just cat spotted at Tiong Bahru. It ran away when I wanted to get closer.
Another one meowing when I walk nearer.
Laze around.
The sketching place! Tiong Bahru market:)
If you see carefully, you'll see Zaihan running 8D
Waiting
Another cat picture before I leave:)
The gallery~:)
A last minute met up with JQ & YM!8D
Nice little chat after so many weeks :)
Sunday 2010/07/18
Went to NAFA Lee You Kuan exhibition:) Have a really nice chat with the artist:)
In the midst of chatting
Photograph in front of my favourite paiting of the exhibition- Cessation
He is a really nice person that share many of his life experiences and things with me:)
All in all today's a really nice day spent and the week is simply too awesome to describe.
Now let's recharge and restart to face new challenges:)
Sometimes I can't see what is in front, so I just go forward.
I know it's happening again. The cycle. Years after years I experience this all by myself. I know it might not mean something to them, but to me it means a lot more. You will never know. Not be able to know.
What else can I say rather than a bitter smile? I think it's just another round that I'm defeated in the game. This life long game.
Too much to say but I decided not to turn them into complains. I'll always be here when you need me, if you ever happened to.
Since when I last updated my blog? It feels like ages.
After this morning all the anxiety, fear, frustration had been thrown behind and to replace them with something, it's a sense of accomplishment.
Definitely not the best but I just feel I had a breakthrough and really push my limit to a whole new level.
I know I was down/sad/frustrated/depressed a few days before but now it was all worth the time.
Just to give a clap to myself and yes, I certainly deserve some rest, haha.
It's fun to go cineleisure 10am in the morning while having some brilliant 12pm class in the afternoon. Our sense of direction is bad and so it took us sometime to decide which is the best route. (What a exercise day)
Went to the paper shop with I, E, H, A and Y after tai pang's class:) Met some of our classmates there and I just love to see all those pretty papers:)
Had a small snack at Illuma and I shall say KOI with Takoyaki could be one of the best thing on earth:)
So tired but pretty happy today:) Hope it last longer:)
2mrw is APEL ahhhhhh....haha o'well let's restart this all over again:)
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it but you kept me in line I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings, and I missed you But I'm glad we talked through All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And it's true that you've reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And I'm right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done And you never got to see me back at number one I wish that you were here to celebrate together I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
A really nice song I re-listen after around 2 years.
Some memories are better remember at heart.
Yesterday chat with D abt this tatoo thing and many other side-track stuff as I try to finish my poster.
O'well, 1am. What a great record.
No youth day for the poor youth. I shall do a proper post some other time. If I got the time.
this week is busy, hectic but still manageable for me. I have been through worse so it's pretty okay.
I'm currently spending most of my time doing my vector art but the result turns out pretty well:)
Thanks for many dearies who give comments/ praise/ reminds me regarding my work:)
Thanks to Tai Pang for the comments and I'll do a good job I promise!:D
I'm happy to receive the email and now I know what I can do for the next 1 and a 1/2 year!:) I'm happy:D
There will definitely be a lot of challenges as I meet up with some of the very best people in the area but I think it'll push me to learn more and hopefully try out more and improve from there
I am looking forward:)
Right now I shall finish this vector art as soon as can without rushing/ slacking and any other actions besides moving my wacom pen!:3
Wish myself good luck! I can do it!8D
PS: I change my blogskin! Now it looks so refreshing:D Oh and I cut my hair!xD Short short
