too busy with work so dint got time to update what happened in these few days.
i think i dint sleep quite well recently though im physically feeling tired,my mind is still constantly stirring and thinking and stuff.
i think im quite a selfish person.cox i only care about how I feel.
its me, myself and i.
so i think i somehow feels left out by you.
and im sry for being so selfish.its just that my mind is kinda messy rite now.
i dno how 2 explain how i feel that day.its jus kind of sad,and down.
im oso not a popular person as u noe,and tho i hav alot of "frens",only a few i would call then "best frens" or "good frens"
and only those i would wan to noe more abt them or spend more time together.
and i also been thru the same process as you when i was young,so i can understand ur feeling.its a long lasting scar where u can never be healed as time passes,but only feel lesser pain when u r arnd with ur good frens to cheer u up.
it'll still be doubt i understand,for whether this person is truly ur "good fren".
and i noe its hard to change this type of feelings.
so i hope,same as what you hope,our friendship will last no matter which schools we are in.
sometimes i write this blog is purely for my own way of expressing the complicated feelings within me.sometimes its just too overwhelming that i have to say it out,somehow.regardless of who is looking.
but i realli appreciate that you read my blog.no matter is by chance or other way round.
i think im still like a 8 yrs old child that keep making childish acts.
pardon me for not growing up and yea,i realli hope that we'll see each others again.
jia yo with school work ah.=)
im ok now.
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