LJ

I though about the word 'us', long long time ago


LJ is a pretty cool place I have always wanted to try out besides blogger, seeing L did her post all in French, with lovely backgrounds and sweet photos.


Life's been good but busy, at least it's better to be that way, so that I do not need to feel troubled by things other than studies, most of the time.


Started picking up my pencils/pens and doodle again is a pretty nice feeling, it's only then I know how much I love drawings, really really love it.

When I feel happy, I used to doodle down my thoughts or start scribbling about some whimsical ideas

When I feel sad, I poured out all my thoughts and emotions and let them run wild on my papers. I feel better that way.

When I'm talking on the phone, I pick up a pen and started drawing some one-time doodle, you know the kind that you join all your drawings in one go. By the time I finished talking, the letter paper is filled with nonsensical and crazy ideas.




It's so much so in my life that I didn't notice it til we had our option exercise. Where I asked myself whether I really enjoyed any of the majors.

Obviously there was one clear answer in my mind which I chose to 'ignore'.



I thought I can lie to myself.


But I can't run away from it. Never can I run away.



So-- ..


You know the result:)






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Sometimes I feel I sense I experience so deeply that I thought it's real.

It's just when the beam of light pass through my window and then I know, it's just a dream.



It's just a dream.

A dream.





and I wish it was not just a dream.


I had a LJ accnt, teehee.