Change

I wish I can be stronger.


Sometimes I thought I am improving my skills and experiences and all sort of stuff over time.

I think I'm really wrong at times.




I thought I'm organised.

I thought I'm being on time.

I thought I've plan my time well.

I thought I've use my free time(so much of them)well enough on useful things.

I thought I'm doing enough useful things.

I thought I'm learning a lot.

I thought I'm trying new things different things.

I thought I'm executing the things I need to execute.

I thought I know clearly what I am doing.







But I'm not.



I may be doing it but it's not enough.

I am really not trying hard enough.





So the problem is there, it always exists.

I hate to admit but sometimes I'm just not doing enough.











It's really a time for change.


I know I need to. I have to.



Be firm please.