To me, and to the people around me.
I still remember somewhere along last year this conversation between us three.
W: I'm fat.
J: no you're not. If you are, I'll be sinking Singapore.
M: yes and if you are, I'll be sinking the whole universe...
Sometimes a sign of aging is that you tends to ignore the fact that people are being brought forward by the present and the future while you always had your mind stuck in the past.
Thinking about how things had changed and bla bla bla.
I guess for some reason I am not marching into aging yet though I am into adulthood soon.
I understand that time changes a person and sometimes things just does not work out as it used to be.
Everyone have their own dreams to pursue and their own goals to achieve so there is not point one should hold back the growth of another.
Thus in this case I am always alright if they leave.
When our visions started to split I guess it's time to let go. It's good for the both of us. Or seems to be.
I'll find a place to digest those memories and hopefully I comprehend the true meaning of letting go.
For those who's still with me I am, with my utmost sincere, appreciated your presence. Though I am the type that has switching moods every now and then but thank you.
For tolerating me and thank me for tolerating myself.
It should be two-directional but I guess I just ask myself to do my parts before others "might" return.
No expectations and there would be no disappointments.
:)
About one of the most meaningful manga I read over this 19+years was this:
Kodomo no Omocha( a.k.a Kodocha)
This is the only manga that I read which i did not really admire the techniques like the rest of those female manga do but it's the content and storyline that struck me.
And inspired me. About life. At least a portion of it.
:)
School's been pretty busy and I manage to earn a one month break from my boss over work. Would be posting up some of my works soon on DA~
JY:D
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