Changes˙

Up 2 tis pt of mi life there's few changes,tt is,memorial 4 mi 2 rmb thm..

1st shld b mi primary schl life,where everyone makin frens n i hav mi most impt stuff giv away 2 sumbody..cough..pls dun b mislead by tis..oh well..

n up 2 sec schl where halfway cum 2 s'pore n tts mi horrible startin of mi miserable life..lol..

but there's still sum goodness aftr cumin here..

cox i met u.

n i tht tt we're quite a gd fren tho we're opp sex

tt is at least we can talk freely abt anythin,wits sum irritatin teasin of each othrs..but well,tts ok.

n i tht everythin would b jus find til e pt i found out mi feelin 2wards u,n i thk u noe.cox its obvious.

everythin jus wnt wrong frm there n i was,frankly spkin,super dwn 4 a v v v v long period.
its amazin 2 found out i was trapped in tis kind of embarrassed n awkward situation.its jus so nt me.

im supposed 2 b optimistic,n simple-minded.

but y am i so worried n sad ovr wadeva little damn thin u say?y am i so concern of anythin related 2 u,ur rumors,ur frens,ur life?

i thk tis is wad is call emoin.u tend 2 thk alot unneccessary thin u c?n its useless 2 thk so cox it mite nt b true.or e person mite nt b carin.

i cant find a ans anywhere in mi life 2 solve tis kind of prob,its nt mi strength 2 solve tis kind of thin.im nt tt experienced.

mayb til here u're wonderin y tis title is call changes instead of sadness.

well..i talk 2 mani craps which i jus abt 2 start mi main pt now.

tt is...

i thk its tym 4 mi 2 change.nt outside but inside.2 4get abt u.totally.

tks 4 all e laughters u hav brought 2 mi,intentionally,unintentionally.

tks 4 sort of encouragin mi whn im dwn,angry,or emoin.

tks 4 all e thins u hav help mi.its 2 mani 2 list.

but in e end,i hav 2 treat u as mi fren.i hav 2 try 2.

tho its painful but its tym.

frm now onwards i supposed a new mi will born,n e old one will disappear,along wits all e memo i hav wits u inside.

but thank you,realli.4 changin mi life.tho i hav 2 abandoned it in e end.

hope u're happy.cox tts all i can wish.